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After a long and painstaking summer, it was finally September. Summer vacation was practically over and twenty four hours remained before you would meet your internet boyfriend for the first time. Eduard said that he had prepared everything and he would be staying in the college’s campus accommodation. You had only informed one person about Eduard. You thought you could trust your best friend Elizaveta. When you told her about the Estonian boy you had met online she had been slightly concerned and stated that Eduard might have other intentions. You were furious with her accusations against Eduard. She had no right to say such a thing.

:YOUR POV: For the past few weeks, if not a month, you had been talking to someone who took up a lot of your time. However, there was a twist to the story. You had never met him in person, or even seen a picture of him. He was a 17 year old boy who lived in Estonia and had told you his name was Eduard von Bock. You had met him on a site where you could meet and chat to people from other parts of the world and become penpals; you had met and talked with a few people on the site but had eventually lost contact, however when you met Eduard there was an instant connection between the two of you, no pun intended. You soon exchanged your Skype ad

Your friend Alfred was hosting a house party and had invited you – much to your dismay. You would have much rather been at home blogging and reading fanfiction all night but your vibrant friend had insisted you come along, and you couldn't let him down. "Yo! Everyone, we're gonna play seven minutes in heaven" the blond shouted, "everyone take a piece of paper from my hat to see who you get!" Alfred lifted the hat above his head signifying for the others to come to him. Oh great, you mentally sighed, you approached Alfred cautiously and took out a piece of paper. Written on the piece of paper was 'Raivis', your lips formed the name sil

When you got to the hospital the scene was pretty chaotic, similar to what you had seen in television shows. You didn't let go of Raivis' hand though, and then you felt a slight squeeze, you had to keep up with the medics and it made it hard to look at his face, but you were sure you felt it. After Raivis was taken to be cared for the medics explained that you had to wait in the waiting room for any news. You didn't want to leave Raivis alone, if he was conscious he was probably really scared and that made you feel like crying all over again. It wasn't like you had a choice though, so you took a seat and tried to be as patient as possible. I

The following Monday was awkward to say the least. You managed to avoid Raivis all day, but it was inevitable that you see him in literature class. You just didn't want to face him, you felt angry towards the small boy. You would have previously thought that to be impossible since he looked almost angelic but…he had broken a promise, lied to you, got drunk and thrown up all over you. Somewhere inside you felt bad for running out and living him at Alfred's party all alone, but what were you supposed to do? Stay around with sick all over your clothes and pretend like nothing happened? You let out a sigh. You turned up to class later tha

After the kiss your parents returned from work, you introduced Raivis to them and had dinner, then he had to go back home. You and Raivis hugged each other good bye and you told him you would see him the next day at school. All night you had a good feeling inside your stomach, you kept thinking of Raivis and how sweet it felt to kiss him. Raivis lay in bed at night fanboying over you, he still could not believe that you had kissed him. His life had taken a turn in the right direction for once, was his bad luck finally over? He didn't know for sure, all he did know was that he hadn't felt this good in…ever. The next day Raivis approac

The bell signaled the end of the school day, finally, you thought. You had been looking forward to spending time with Raivis all day. The Latvian had been equally as excited. The two of you made your way back to your house, chatting about small things. When you got to your house, Raivis stood at the door hesitantly "D-do you want me to remove my shoes?" the blond questioned, "Um, well you don't have to but I guess it's better if you do" at that, Raivis proceeded to remove his shoes, he wasn't wearing a jacket or coat but instead a red hoodie, which he didn't take off. You began walking into your living room but stopped for the briefest of

The next morning you woke up to discover that the school was closed after all. You had breakfast with Raivis and then told him you thought you better make your way home. "B-but, will you be okay?" Raivis asked cautiously "Yes I'll be fine. Most of the roads have cleared a bit now because of cars attempting to pass. Also I live quite close to here" you smiled "Y-you are sure?" "Yes Raivis!" you wanted to get home, since you really needed to freshen up and it was pretty embarrassing being in front of Raivis like this. After you thanked Raivis' mother you put your coat on and wrapped your scarf around your neck tightly, Raivis watched your